TMI... but... I haven't had a (.) in about 3.5 years....Thanks to my wonderful IUD. But I swear I am mentally PMSing (it might explain my weekend ice cream extravaganza).
I am so moody and emotional.
The littlest thing hurts my feelings right now.
I almost told Mr. Banker I couldn't continue doing what we were doing last night. Clearer heads prevailed, but I was really close to it. It was over nothing and everything at the same time.
The fact is, I have some serious feelings for him. And I'm just not sure it's reciprocated. I do know he likes me, but I'm not sure if "like" is enough.
We got on the topic of birthdays, and how his memory sucks. He asked my birthday to which I said I was surprised he didn't remember, because at the time he was the only one to pick up a phone and say "Happy Birthday" this year (my parents and friends I didn't see used texting or facebook instead...damn technology). He said "I don't even remember my dad's birthday...it's some time in June. If I had a girlfriend, I wouldn't remember hers either."
Thanks for the reminder Mr. Banker.
And yes, I've already admitted I'm being overly sensitive. I know that's a silly thing to get upset about.
But yeah, I got upset anyway.