Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Moody...

TMI... but... I haven't had a (.) in about 3.5 years....Thanks to my wonderful IUD.  But I swear I am mentally PMSing (it might explain my weekend ice cream extravaganza).

I am so moody and emotional.

The littlest thing hurts my feelings right now.

I almost told Mr. Banker I couldn't continue doing what we were doing last night.  Clearer heads prevailed, but I was really close to it.  It was over nothing and everything at the same time.

The fact is, I have some serious feelings for him.  And I'm just not sure it's reciprocated.  I do know he likes me, but I'm not sure if "like" is enough.

We got on the topic of birthdays, and how his memory sucks.  He asked my birthday to which I said I was surprised he didn't remember, because at the time he was the only one to pick up a phone and say "Happy Birthday" this year (my parents and friends I didn't see used texting or facebook instead...damn technology).  He said "I don't even remember my dad's birthday...it's some time in June.  If I had a girlfriend, I wouldn't remember hers either."

Ouch.

Thanks for the reminder Mr. Banker.

And yes, I've already admitted I'm being overly sensitive.  I know that's a silly thing to get upset about.

But yeah, I got upset anyway.

3 comments:

  1. It was pretty insensitive of him, I'll give you that. And you are entitled to being sensitive about the subject. But again--boys are stupid. I know you are probably seeing this as his not so subtle way to reminding you that you aren't his girlfriend? But then again, he DID actually remember your birthday this year--which makes me think that he's playing a role to see how you would react?

    But only you know what is going on with Banker, and only you can move on, or stay with him in the hope that he will come around to reciprocating your feelings. Being twitterpated is awesome---but at some point, twitterpation can turn into unrequited love--and unrequited love makes us angry and bitter and jealous--and that is not the person you want to be. You just have to know when it's time to cut him loose and move on. Sometimes, moving on is the best thing you can do, even if it sucks.

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  2. Can I just Ditto Luka Beth's response!?

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  3. Thanks to both of you for your concern. I should mention that the bitch of Mother Nature did show up, so that REALLY explains my moody attitude. I should've listened to my body, I knew Aunt Flo was coming for a long overdue visit :(

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