I feel like a bad ass motha fukkkkkka ha
I feel like I've pretty much figured out the nutrition aspect of my Lap Band, unfortunately I just forget that exercising has it's benefits. Those benefits aren't just what I see on a scale or in the mirror though.
Thursday I decided it was time I find an exercise I like. This is partially weight loss motivated, but I also just REALLY need something to focus my mind on. All I can think about is Mr. Banker and his lack of decision. So I have needed something to put my mind in a different place.
So I bit the bullet and signed up for a two week trial Boot camp that damn near killed me back in July.
I attended yesterday at the 4:30pm class.
And then I got up and returned for the 9:15am class.
I realize this isn't my best look, but I FEEL GOOD!
Above: Tired before class.
Below: Sweaty but feeling baller after class.
I feel strong.
I was really upset yesterday before I went to the bootcamp class. I was angry and hurt and it was consuming me. After class though, I felt like the fog lifted from my mind. I'm still somewhat hurt, but I'm feeling better. I feel that this is going to be a good thing for me.
Physically and emotionally.