Merry Christmas blogger friends & family
Today, for Christmas, I am asking for wisdom to make the right decision, and strength to follow through with it. Monday I experienced a 'make it or break it' moment in my life, and I honestly don't know what to do. I know what I WANT the outcome to be, but I don't know if it's possible, or right. If what I WANT will only cause further hurt later on. I hope I come to the right conclusion, even if it may not be what I want. Sorry to be a little Debbie Downer, but I'm struggling and I have no one to talk to. I can't let my parents know I'm not okay, so I am walking around with a smile on my face and aching inside.
The show must go on.
Last Thursday when I had my fill, my PA was surprised that I wanted a tighter fill. She said most of her patients want to be loosened right before Christmas. My response was "Christmas isn't about food, it is about love and family". I hope that I can embrace the love and family part today, regardless of whatever else I'm going through.