When I looked in the mirror this morning while brushing my hair, I noticed my bat wings weren't flapping as much as usual.
So I took a photo to compare to a picture that I took prior to starting bootcamp.
This is the difference JUST 4 WEEKS of Bootcamp has made.
Can't wait to see what 4 months will look like!
Here's the FULL picture:
I feel good and confident. Sexy even. Except one thing...
My lower tummy skin.
In case you're thinking "oh it's not that bad", take another look:
That's Just skin hanging there. UGH! I really hope Bootcamp will help that, but I'm really not sure. It might just be too much.
Sometimes I feel so self conscious that any man will only see that when they see me without clothes. When I see this, I get so angry that I let myself get to 344 pounds.
But...it is what it is I guess. I'm doing my best to correct it. I just will never allow myself to go back. I can't believe all that I've put my body through.
I will never forget.
I will never go back.