Sunday, February 9, 2014

Muscles and Loose Skin

When I looked in the mirror this morning while brushing my hair, I noticed my bat wings weren't flapping as much as usual.

So I took a photo to compare to a picture that I took prior to starting bootcamp.

This is the difference JUST 4 WEEKS of Bootcamp has made.
Can't wait to see what 4 months will look like!

Here's the FULL picture:
I feel good and confident.  Sexy even.  Except one thing...
My lower tummy skin.
In case you're thinking "oh it's not that bad", take another look:
That's Just skin hanging there.  UGH!  I really hope Bootcamp will help that, but I'm really not sure.  It might just be too much.

Sometimes I feel so self conscious that any man will only see that when they see me without clothes.  When I see this, I get so angry that I let myself get to 344 pounds.   

But...it is what it is I guess.  I'm doing my best to correct it.  I just will never allow myself to go back.  I can't believe all that I've put my body through.  

I will never forget.
I will never go back.

4 comments:

  1. welcome to the tummy club. it succckkkss....but I'll take a tubby tummy over an early death any day :)

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  2. I feel ya'! I'll never forget the first time I noticed what that skin looks like while bending over! It was a shock to the system.
    Just know you're doing the right thing by exercising, and things will fall into place.
    Great job on those arms already, wow what a difference!

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