Happy Monday!

I had a really weird/interesting weekend... I wanted to take a break from my Monday work and Meetings to write a little.

Remember the guy who called me a fat bitch at the beach a few weeks ago?  He died in a motorcycle accident Saturday.  It doesn't change how I feel about him or how he treated me, but I feel a weird sort of way about it.  I guess that our only interaction was so negative.  It is sad for his family.  His wife is a stay-at-home mother with 5 children, so I pray for her that she will find a way to make things work.

I had a busy weekend.  I spent most of the weekend looking for a professional outfit for something *very important* tomorrow.  I looked everywhere.  You know, being this in-between size is kind of frustrating.  I'm a 14/16 and I never know where to shop.  Malls are too big and I get overwhelmed.  I ended up buying something at Lane Bryant, even though I'd really love to be able to stop shopping there because it's so expensive.  Anyway, I don't want to jinx myself by telling you all EXACTLY what I'm doing tomorrow, but some prayers or good thoughts for me would be greatly appreciated as it would be a huge step in the right direction for my life if this works out!

I don't think I'm going to give any dating updates for a while, until I figure out what I want/what I'm doing.  My dating life is a big screwed up mess right now.  I guess it's good to have too many options?  Unfortunately I'm not a player and need to make some decisions.

Hope you all have a Fabulous Monday!

Comments

  1. ~Miss Lorie~August 5, 2013 at 10:01 AM

    I dated a ton before Texas without saying much about, mostly because I just hadn't found "him." I still don't write a ton because it is so personal! I hope it all straightens out for you :) it is a tough world :)

    Good luck with the new outfit! Can't wait for the update.

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  2. UnknownAugust 5, 2013 at 10:34 AM

    Oh wow, Hollee. I'm sure you have some weird emotions going on right now. I'm sorry that happened.

    Sending tons of positive energy and good vibes your way. Best of luck and I hope it works out exactly how it should! :)

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  3. Connie OAugust 6, 2013 at 12:49 AM

    You could always tuck in the tags and then return the outfit after the ... important event! Of course, I've never done such a thing. ;) I hope everything goes the way you want it to. Good luck with that, and with the dating decisions.

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