Monday, August 5, 2013

Happy Monday!

I had a really weird/interesting weekend... I wanted to take a break from my Monday work and Meetings to write a little.

Remember the guy who called me a fat bitch at the beach a few weeks ago?  He died in a motorcycle accident Saturday.  It doesn't change how I feel about him or how he treated me, but I feel a weird sort of way about it.  I guess that our only interaction was so negative.  It is sad for his family.  His wife is a stay-at-home mother with 5 children, so I pray for her that she will find a way to make things work.

I had a busy weekend.  I spent most of the weekend looking for a professional outfit for something *very important* tomorrow.  I looked everywhere.  You know, being this in-between size is kind of frustrating.  I'm a 14/16 and I never know where to shop.  Malls are too big and I get overwhelmed.  I ended up buying something at Lane Bryant, even though I'd really love to be able to stop shopping there because it's so expensive.  Anyway, I don't want to jinx myself by telling you all EXACTLY what I'm doing tomorrow, but some prayers or good thoughts for me would be greatly appreciated as it would be a huge step in the right direction for my life if this works out!

I don't think I'm going to give any dating updates for a while, until I figure out what I want/what I'm doing.  My dating life is a big screwed up mess right now.  I guess it's good to have too many options?  Unfortunately I'm not a player and need to make some decisions.

Hope you all have a Fabulous Monday!


  1. I dated a ton before Texas without saying much about, mostly because I just hadn't found "him." I still don't write a ton because it is so personal! I hope it all straightens out for you :) it is a tough world :)

    Good luck with the new outfit! Can't wait for the update.

  2. Oh wow, Hollee. I'm sure you have some weird emotions going on right now. I'm sorry that happened.

    Sending tons of positive energy and good vibes your way. Best of luck and I hope it works out exactly how it should! :)

  3. You could always tuck in the tags and then return the outfit after the ... important event! Of course, I've never done such a thing. ;) I hope everything goes the way you want it to. Good luck with that, and with the dating decisions.