My head is in upcoming surgery land.
I can't focus on much of anything other than surgery.
My mind is swimming with vitamins, and to-dos, and what ifs....
I'm excited and nervous and ready to start over. I need a fresh start with this weight loss thing. I've been stuck around 250 FOREVER! I was feeling a little bit of a failure over that for a while, but I have to remember that I've lost 100 pounds (+/- 5 depending on the day) and that's not something to sneeze at!
But I get a new start, and that's exciting and scary all at the same time. Before getting the band, I watched the procedure online. I tried to watch RNY online and couldn't do it. I may try again before surgery, or I may leave well enough alone.
25 more days.