My weaknesses, if you're interested:
This basically explains everything that is wrong with me.
And explains why I'm so averse to change. I HATE change. And it feels as if the only constant in my life right now is change.
First, the end of my relationship with Mr. Banker.
Losing my church (also a result of Mr. Banker).
Now losing my gym/trainer.
The good and bad news is that the owner of the gym let me out of my contract. That's good because I really don't think I could've worked out with old trainer again after last week. The bad news is that prior to Thursday, I really did like him as a trainer. I'm also losing the support of all of the women at the gym.
That's hard but I think this is the best case scenario.
My old trainer from 3 years ago opened her own gym. It used to be pretty far away from me, but I just found out her gym has moved just miles from me. It's similar in workout routine....
Rotating body systems
Boot camp style
but it's smaller. I went today and yesterday and it was just me and one other girl working out with me. I hope I can adjust to this change.
I really do need the exercise. It puts me in a better mental place than I've been in years.